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Dead In Winter

by Gilmour

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1.
I don't wanna die in the winter, I want the sun at my feet. Bury me by the ocean, let the waves crash over me. If it seems like I'm not listening, I'm in Greece or anywhere, where the sun doesn't go down till about eight and I'm not trapped inside my own brain. I don't wanna talk about mental illness, but this drink in my hand's a cry for help.
2.
Pine Over 03:53
I miss the ashtrays of foreign countries the freedom of smoking on beaches and porches the sun on my skin made the stress feel off with the wind through the palm trees that made it home I go back to that place when my mind gets dark getting drunk by the poolside or in our room felt more at home than I do months now on I need that weather more than I need these lungs I'm waiting for the best please tell me what that is you are the sun that glows I need you more than you know I know that soon this will be done and I'll have nothing else to pine over i'm too weak to hold you down (i'm just too weak to hold you down) I know that soon this will be done and I'll have nothing else to pine over I'm too weak to hold you now Right now I'm the wind through you hair that disrupts that look you spent hours working on.
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Hey 02:20
Hey I hope you're sleeping fine I didn't wanna die tonight cause I don't want you to move on to another guy cause I know how they'll love you how could anyone resist you? how could anyone tonight? not when it's cold outside, don't wanna worry you.
4.
Leaving for work before I lose it to Cardiff, all I feel is the tempt of leaving Worcester behind me. I could pack my things and run with it, or I could soak in the misery all day. Before I even had a bank card, before I even had an email address, wanna forget about the old times, before I fucking hated myself. But only in your absence, I'm a stranger to wherever it is I call home. But only in your absence, I neglect the fear in my bones. Tried to find a place in myself before I knew how to find you, I tried to find a place in myself before I knew how to hide. But only in your absence, I'm a stranger to wherever it is I call home. But only in your absence, I neglect the fear in my bones. Wasted, Every fucking night. Casual drinks with friends found me on the back end. Of calming myself with Jack and Coke, destroying my lungs with cigarette smoke, I need to hate myself so I can be a better man than I was. But only in your absence, I'm a stranger to wherever it is I call home. But only in your absence, I neglect the fear in my bones. In my bones.
5.
Palm Trees 03:07
I've been looking in headlights for you hoping this car takes me off the road and you'll find my body in the morning watch the sunrise over the west midlands take my name from Gilmour Crescent burn my room down, scratch all the dust right off I wanna move so far away from here that the pills can't kill me quick enough I wanna die by the palm trees, by the sea.

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released March 24, 2017

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Gilmour England, UK

Gilmour is a solo acoustic artist from the West Midlands, UK.
Debut EP 'Dead In Winter' out Friday 24th March.

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